Me, myself and I is my own ruler of my life, although I care a lot about people surround me, but at the moment, this is my prime time, where I should think about myself more, be a little bit more selfish and pursue my own happiness. Living under people's shadow has thought me that being a little selfish are inevitably necessary. 
So people, if you feel any hatred towards my traits, I'm sorry, I'm just protecting myself from getting hurt, like I used to. This queen right here deserves all the happiness in the world, and i HOPE that you won't get in a way.